Anxiety Day

Today I'm having an anxiety kind of day. I suffer from generalized anxiety disorder and some days it's just more out of control than others even though I take several kinds of medication to keep it under control. Today I'm a bit off the wall. I've tried to crochet. I get one row of one sweater done and another row of another sweater done but can't settle down to get any real work accomplished. It's very frustrating. I've tried reading but to no avail. What I really want to do is shop. That always seems to help. Unfortunately you have to have money to make that work. I've spent an inordinantely large amount of time screwing with the computer; playing with my web page and Ravelry.com. I've called everyone I know who is home. But nothing helps, I feel like I'm jumping out of my skin today. I do wish that I could get more done on my sweaters, I'm feeling the Christmas time crunch. Well I think I'll go to the bookstore. Later.