Today blows

Not a good day. I'm feeling too depressed to function well. It's dark and dreary outside so this doesn't help. Tried reading, but can't keep focused, I even have the new Dan Brown book. I'm going back to Richmond on the 27th and I think this has something to do with it, the trip is too soon on the back of the last one two weeks ago. Won't go back until Dec. when Michael graduates from the State Police Adademy. It doesn't help that I feel like the Pilsbury Dough Boy. I have until Dec. to lose a significant amount of weight. That's three months I could possibly lose 30 pounds if I really tried. What a pain. Deepprreessiioonn looms!! What a lovely post.